ever since 1 nov, i have no more lesson 2 attend, yet i feel no urgency 2 study! argh. exams are 1 mth away, and frens ard me have started 2 chiong le. todae suppose 2 meet wif a fren for dinner, but happened he fell sick. i hope u are feelin better! =)
had dinner wif ys and her bf. they always bring entertained. although i was laughin alot, i somehow do nt feel 100% happy. maybe seein them so happy, i feel more lonely. ha! xiang ling isn't suppose 2 feel like this. ate finish dinner and went for a few rounds of pool. omg, e music makes me feel more sad. but i tried my best by coverin my unhappines wif my crazy and loud laughter. e mask i put on my face start 2 take over my actual self le.
xiangling
