5 dec 2005.. a day where we stop walkin around e same problem... ya.. u muz be tinkin tat i'm veri bad for makin this decision and nt put any effort in solvin e prob... i tried.. but things remain e same.. u told me things like u wld change.. but e change only take place in a few days.. den pop! go back 2 e same.. when i ask 4 a break last time, u tot i was threatenin u.. no, i wasn't.. something abt u tat i veri can't stand.. tat u shld know... i'm nt someone hu u take 4 granted de.. tat's wat i tink.. yea.. wat u love is ur computer and gamin.. this can be shown when u told me tat u wun give up ur gamin.. i dun like 2 be wif someone hu loves gamin more den anythin.. so i decided 2 walk away.. although i can't realli say i no longer have feelin 4 u, i juz dun wan 2 stay in a stagnant relationship.. things r juz not workin at all.. koon told me 2 ask u whether u dun like me or u still love me but u have other priorities.. both are e same 2 me.. unlike last time, i dun feel sad... i juz feel relieved.. but scared!! scared tat i will go back 2 it like before like last time... maybe after 1 yr, den i realli can be sure tat everything's realli over.. yea.. thankz 4 givin e beautiful memories and sorry 4 causin u any unhappiness and e irritation tat i caused 2 u over e yrs.. i finally realized wat it's like 2 be bz..

realli need 2 thank jr, lk and wayne 4 ur advice.. realli thankz!!

dun worry, i'm alright.. =)