todae was a great dae except 4 a thing.. went ps wif ying sze.. actually i find tat ps have nth 2 shop, but i happen 2 buy wat i wanted there.. realli surprise.. 2 tanktops, 1 sandals, 1 wallet and 1 skirt.. enough of spendin le..ya.. i oso left my key tat amk shop.. haha.. so blur rite.. have 2 head 2 serangoon central 2 get from zhi hui..

when on e bus, dunno y i teared.. i somehow feel tired.. ying sze was like sayin tat i'm like e one who so on 4 workin.. ya.. cos then i can keep myself and my mind bz... i realli need someone 2 be there 4 me.. but too bad.. dun have.. haha.. dun worry, i will try myself nt 2 go back 2 e same person...

haha.. have e urge 2 go k box!!! wan 2 sing e sad songs... nt cos i wan 2 cry but i find tat sad songs r veri NICE.. ya... weird xl rite?

ya.. 1 more thing... although i dun wan 2 give u 2 money now, nt cos i dun have cos i wan 2 have some 2 spend.. and tat does nt mean i wun give u.. pls... dun use tat type of tone on me... i hate it.. i realli hate it..

i was said this ' u'll always have me'.. but tat's e past cos i'll nv have u.. u told me tat we wun be affected by e comp and gamin.. tat's so nt true.. u nv know...

these few days, i'm like rottin at woodgrove sec!!! haha.. as usual, there aren't enough stocks.. and we juz go there 2 kill flies.. but todae diff.. gt this hyper energetic guy workin wif me.. zhi hui.. he veri de fong!!! he went around tryin e uniform.. and oso e skirt.. he cld get into a 26 skirt.. he's so damn skinny.. though he's only 14, he's much much matured den many 14 teens.. i dare say he's one of e veri few mature guys i know.. i'm realli tired nowadays.. miss sec frens.. hui nee and shan, where in e world r u?? haha..

ya.. i was tinkin of goin k box on x'mas eve.. probably sing fr 2-7.. anyone interested??? haha..

5 dec 2005.. a day where we stop walkin around e same problem... ya.. u muz be tinkin tat i'm veri bad for makin this decision and nt put any effort in solvin e prob... i tried.. but things remain e same.. u told me things like u wld change.. but e change only take place in a few days.. den pop! go back 2 e same.. when i ask 4 a break last time, u tot i was threatenin u.. no, i wasn't.. something abt u tat i veri can't stand.. tat u shld know... i'm nt someone hu u take 4 granted de.. tat's wat i tink.. yea.. wat u love is ur computer and gamin.. this can be shown when u told me tat u wun give up ur gamin.. i dun like 2 be wif someone hu loves gamin more den anythin.. so i decided 2 walk away.. although i can't realli say i no longer have feelin 4 u, i juz dun wan 2 stay in a stagnant relationship.. things r juz not workin at all.. koon told me 2 ask u whether u dun like me or u still love me but u have other priorities.. both are e same 2 me.. unlike last time, i dun feel sad... i juz feel relieved.. but scared!! scared tat i will go back 2 it like before like last time... maybe after 1 yr, den i realli can be sure tat everything's realli over.. yea.. thankz 4 givin e beautiful memories and sorry 4 causin u any unhappiness and e irritation tat i caused 2 u over e yrs.. i finally realized wat it's like 2 be bz..

realli need 2 thank jr, lk and wayne 4 ur advice.. realli thankz!!

dun worry, i'm alright.. =)

die tired!!! 3rd day of my work.. tired but satisfied.. cos can get money ma... i miss spendin money on clothes.. haha.. tml shld be gettin some money ba.. anyway sat i wun be goin peinsular plaza.. i realli wan 2 rest.. sorrie..

now gt 2 to post 5 random or weird things abt myself
1) like 2 chat wif close fren..
2) a person hu is veri happy in sch de, but nt always i'm happy.. juz dun wan 2 spoil ppl's mood if they see me
3) veri!!! i say veri!!! fickle minded.. close frens shld know tat.. can't realli decide on things..
4) like e beach but nv get e chance 2 go there
5) sometimes can be too straight when tokin

e five ppl i wan 2 see do e quiz
i) geraldine
ii)ying sze
iii) hui qi
iv)ph (tat's definitely wun happen)
v) 2nd sis

ya.. tat's all