i have found my motivation le.. it is to
HATE U!! mark my words.. i will!!! i will learn fr wat i've done tat past 4 yrs and do a better job in hatin u.. somethin have push me to this.. or i shld say somethin i saw... my first reaction was i'm goin 2 cry.. but i held it back cos is i'm e one hu wan 2 see de.. my whole body is full of hatred.. i will give myself 2 yrs.. by 2 yrs i will 4get u and change myself.. to someone u nv noe..
somehow i oso in a bad mood.. when i'm in a bad mood, it will make me do things better..
runnin or joggin has made me free somehow.. in a way, watever road or place i run is directed by me and me alone.. no one can lead e way..
1 more thing..
LAZY PEOPLE dun come near me.. lazy den dun do anything la..
2nd thing.. 4 now, i dun believe
LOVE!!! all juz bullshit..
no more thing le..
weird thing is tat whenever i'm in a foul mood, listenin 2 loud music make things seem better.. like now!!! listenin 2 dunno wat LOUD music..