havin a bad headache!! todae mornin woke up quite early... suppose 2 go join yong xian 4 breakfast but rainin veri heavily.. SORRY.. i nt purposely de.. den after tat go study lor.. saw e so called GOOD LOOKIN guy.. erm.. ok la.. cute lor.. lay koon said me face quite black.. black sure gt reason... cos... erm.. stupid reason... cos he nv come... stupid rite.. ya.. y shld i be upset??? he's nt my whoever ma... hai~~ den study finish go home.. den go 2 grandmom's house... quite borin lor.. watched 2 dvds.. den me and my gal cousin tokin on e staircase.. haha.. i was lookin at my hp.. my australian cousin tot i was msgin my bf.. HAHA.. as if anyone msg me at tat time.. actually i found tat my tat australiam cousin look a bit like xiao an fr e side way.. maybe cos of his haircut...

tml goin 2 cut hair... dunno whether will be nice anot??? but sure cannot tie de.. haiyo.. headache.. since in coffee bean til now... i found out another thing.. whenever i tink of good things.. instead bad things happen.. y??? muz i tink of only bad things???? hai... head realli veri pain..

realli tired of alot of things.. studyin (but is my responsibility so muz still do) and tinkin good things( cos they rarely, and i realli mean rarely, happen)

things tt i hope can happen: able 2 open up 2 u (quite hard lo), enjoy myself throughly when go out and i wanna go BEACH.. realli.. tok abt it so long le, but nv get e chance 2 go..

guess wat i realli wan now?? 2 be given a hug.. haha.. ltr get fr my sis or my boister or pillow..