wah!! is been veri long time i nv update my blog le.. someone tot tat i nv update it cos i dun wan him 2 noe wat i'm tinkin.. tat is damn STUPID lor!!! me now alreadi gotten used 2 be in srjc.. quite fun and stress up.. fun as in know many new frens.. esp 1S24!! my class!! u ppl rockz!!! went out wif them once 2 watch movie and den see them play pool.. realli pity kor.. kana hit and pinch by me.. haha.. now veri few le ba... stress up.. cos it seems tat i'm failin my tests alot.. physics and maths C!!! gettin used to.. but quite sad... cos like nv fail maths test before.. hope to get better marks 4 yesterday lecture test lor... TML HAVE ECONS TEST AH!! tired of test and test.. ya hor.. nxt tues have SPA.. ah!!! haha.. muz be tinkin i veri bo liao... these few days, i'm like a diff person.. veri weird.. 1 or 2 days before.. i became moody.. sudden mood swing.. wanted 2 drink and get drunk.. maybe cos i wan 2 4get somethings veri badly... last time lk go drinkin, i still scold her.. but now i feel like drinkin.. kor say tat i get drunk le, den when my loved ones see, will be sad... haha.. me gt no loved ones... dun need oso.. later bring misery 2 me only.. i remember last time when i cry, i will hope 2 have someone beside me to comfort me.. but now i will juz get my pillow or something 2 hug and cry.. y cry?? cos my sis and mom nt around.. veri sad.. e closest ppl nt in s'pore.. make me hate goin back 2 a lifeless home.. and i hate dinner times!!! i dread outside food.. it sucks man!!! i miss home cook food.. esp my mom's cookin.. den my stupid 1st sis.. like 2 say things wifout tinkin.. gettin veri piss off by her.. wah lau.. can't u juz shut up!! in front of other ppl act so gd, but at home damn diff..

todae finally finish nafa!!! can get silver de... can't stand ppl wan 2 win me in e 5 stations.. wah lau.. go compete wif other ppl la.. but kor nv pass.. e guys like fail at standin broad, incline (chin up).. nvm.. jia you!!! sure can.. todae oso go get o lvl cert.. haha.. drag ying sze 2 go wif me... den saw him.. actually nv realli saw him lor.. like juz a flash only.. but overall.. veri messy.. hair long..gt no compliments 4 him lor... haha.. ying sze oso say he veri messy.. den his hair colour veri ATTENTION-SEEKIN... haha veri true.. gettin e cert tat time, saw mrs tan.. she ask me if i still wif him.. den i juz ans no more le.. no more being tied down.. but last time i dun even seem 2 tied down lor... haha.. my frens ask me y i dun wan 2 patch back..i was like.. wat worth?? he dun realli need my presence at all.. tat i wat i tink, and tat is oso wat i believe.. time will heal wounds and time will able 2 allow ppl 2 4get things.. like wat lk say.. y force urself 2 4get?? even more cannot 4get.. den oso in e future, if my kor ask me whether do i still have feelings 4 him, my ans will be NO and nt DUNNO.. ya.. tat day will come de..

june hols come soon le.. great!! can go out wif jc frens, sec frens and pri frens.. den maybe can start 2 buy new clothes.. wish 2 go cut hair.. but still nt long enough 2 change another diff style ba.. den maybe go sun tannin wif frens ba.. ( cos my jc frens saw my legs, and they were sayin my legs veri fair!!! i dun like ah!!!) all 4 todae..