nt in a gd mood.. and y?? a veri s tupid reason.. cos he is still angry wif me ba... cos no matter wat i msg him, he nv reply.. maybe he is veri piss off.. sorrie... realli sorrie... wat u do wan 2 be do so tat u juz cool down??? dunno y i will react in this way.. jr asked if i still like him.. i realli dunno... i noe nuts now... temper risin.. juz wan him nt 2 be angry wif me.. but i doubt so.. my sis say tat i shldn't keep msgin or callin him.. cos tat will make some people even more fed up.. ok.. fine.. i wun do tat now le... cos no matter wat i do, u will still be e same... sad i am, but unable 2 show at all.. every meetin wif u around, i wld somehow be sad 4 at least a few days.. but.. i'm e one 2 made e final decision.. so i can only blame myself.. juz hope time can realli heal wounds... tired of be like tat cos i noe it is veri irritating.. get a hold of urself xiangling!!! stop being like tat.. now muz try 2 4get him and everythin abt us, by makin myself bz...
