so long nv write le.. flash back 2 e first day of sample lectures.. veri de sian... 1 o'clock hurrry up leave e sch le... me and yi wee quite good together most prob cos we fr bartley ba.. den day 2 of S.L, oso veri borin... nth much actually.. but til tat day ( 4gt which day le), me quite sad durin 1 of e toks.. same prob again la.. den oso when yi wee noe tat her DAE successful.. i was oso sad.. siao de la.. den go 2 ph 2 cry it out.. i found out 1 thing.. whenever i tok 2 ph, he nv realli look at me when i tok.. it makes me tink tat he's nt listenin.. den we tok abt us.. he say have feelings can le... i DUN tink so lor.. communication is equally imp!!! den i go ask some of my frens, they oso agree wif me.. after tat, i like keep callin 2 tok 2 him.. he msg me tat he dun understand y do i need 2 tok 2 him so much... i was like fine.. everythin i handle myself.. everythin i keep inside myself.. tat is wat i feel now.. in sch i will surely msg him, but now no more le.. no point lor.. now i only msg him when i'm goin2 slp le.. back 2 sch thing.. now me most of e time wif jue hui and her frens.. tat diane.. actually i tot she veri quiet.. but she veri siao le... almost all e time touch my hand de.. veri funny.. i didn't noe she is head perfect in her sch!!! dun realli look like lor.. she too siao le.. dun have e serious look.. ya.. one more thing.. she oso veri VIOLENT!!! wif her can hit here, hit there.. den i oso get 2 noe her fren.. pamela.. she lives near me.. blk 524.. haha.. i nv even see her at all around here.. she oso take subj comb wif me.. and melissa.. poor thing.. her ear pinch by me til veri red and a bit stickin out.. haha.. i feel tat frens in sr and frens in bss veri diff.. frens at sr.. we dun realli noe each other.. understandin can be zero too.. but 4 my frens in bss.. i miss them.. tat's y i will call them.. like hn and jr.. haha.. waitin 4 june hols.. den can meet up wif them... can't wait.. oso muz save up $150 or more 2 spend... a bit like nt enough.. haha.. see first.. but some frens in bss seem close but when we see it now.. e friendship is nt realli tat close.. due 2 some reasons ba.. and e missin is nt realli there.. juz a memory of e friendship tat lingers in e past.. i remember nt long ago i used 2 say tat frens r juz ppl tat either stay or go.. i still believe it 2 some extent.. but nt 4 all ppl.. maybe cos i will take e initiative 2 look 4 them.. gt somethin 2 do now.. 2 be continue soon.. i hope so..