todae keep tryin 2 get through e JAE thingy... but e stupid thing is so slow and now cannot go in lor!!! so fan lor.. cos tat is nt 2 only tat is so frustratin.. him lor.. make me so angry cos i dun wan 2 go out.. i haven finish wat i'm doin i oso dun wan.. y cannot understand how i feel?? tat's y i feel like goin back 2 square one.. now i wonder how 2 last 4 even 1 mth... veri stupid.. if i go poly, means i need 2 work realli hard 2 get int2 e top few % den can get into local u.. but wif this goin on, i dunno i can anot.. AHHHHHHHHHH.... veri fan!!!! now eyes veri de pain.. but he sure dunno... hai~~~ i feel i like a bad girl lor.. keep hurtin him.. dunno y cannot treat him better... like things go by itself lor..
