todae at far east saw hn, she look much happier den she was at breadtalk.. den me, hn and shan went 2 eat.. seem like veri long nv tok le.. actually quite true.. hn nowadays keep workin.. den after went walkin around far east.. heart ache leh.. cos cannot buy.. nt becos no $$$ but mom say i bought 2 much clothes le.. see veri nice skirts, they like tryin 2 tell me "BUY ME, BUY ME!!!" muz resist e temptation.. ya hor.. need 2 edit things tat i wrote yesterday.. my fren change after graduatin fr pr sch.. sorry hor.. me nv see properly.. todae first time shop wif shan, but actually is window shop.. den me sian say better get a hobby.. so go learn how 2 fold xin xin (hearts).. at least i gt things 2 do better den i waste time doin nth.. shan good teacher leh.. me learn fr her very quickly.. hai, cos i noe somethin bad happenin.. but me veri stubborn, wun go reverse things.. very fan lor.. as if he even understand.. i do wat i like, i dun like e idea tat he keep askin me out... i veri reckless oso.. i told him, i gt hobby le, den he say forgettin him is my hobby.. me veri angry and reply negative things back.. fed up le.. sure cannot last de... i muz try nt 2 tok 2 him.. but... dunno... dun wan 2 tok abt him le... actually i wanted 2 do cross stitch, but like veri difficult.. me is a person hu has no patience.. so better dun do tat lor.. dunno y i like 2 fold things.. last yr fold stars, this yr fold hearts.. den next yr fold wat??? birds??? maybe leh.. den can put in a box.. i found out tat when i fold things, i tend 2 cool down alot.. maybe bang all my frustration on e paper.. goin 2 nine le.. need 2 go watch tv le...