2dae grandmom b'day.. everybody gather at grandmom house 2 eat cake.. go eat buffet.. veri full.. goin 2 BURST le.. when went back 2 grandmom house, we heard tat my cousin like goin 2 separate fr his wife.. quite sad.. but sometimes, his wife dunno when 2 say things de.. anyway, oso hope tat he will make decisions correctly lor.. juz now tok 2 lk... tokin abt wat we saw at mag.. get each other "test".. but when i ask her if she monday wan 2 go out, she say dunno.. she gives me a feelin tat she dun wan 2 go.. i gt alot of things 2 tell her, but somehow things have changed ba.. this is one thing i realli wan 2 ask her.. if cam or jas ask u out on mon, will u tell them u dunno?? i have a feelin u wun... nvm.. gettin e hung of this le.. when was e last time i bare out all my feelins 2 a fren?? veri long ago... is there a true fren out there?? i dunno.. i realli dunno.. is there someone 2 let me cry out all my sorrows on?? i doubt so.. feelins all kept THERE.. tired le.. no more crap tokin le..